Thursday, April 25, 2013

Nice mail!

Only today I've managed to retrieve the picture from my iPod after I secretly took my iPod from the girls and   let it stay inside my bag for the whole night.  It was so hard to even touch the iPod because the kids nowadays in control of all the gadgets.  The only thing that save with me is my old Nokia handphone.  Enough for me to make a call and sms..sigh!  The kids never take a look at it, nothing interesting maybe..
I really want to show this picture to makcik hehe..  the cute-I-think packaging to our customer.  Even it took a while to reach her but I'm satisfied..she's happy and I hope she's going to like it.  Aaarrrgggghhhhh! I really want to do this full time but but but....so many buts at the moment and I hate it!!!!  Btw..kakak love it and even asked me to wrap her birthday gift just like the picture.  Thank you kakak.. What about you makcik *wink-wink*???


Friday, April 19, 2013

Only Allah knows..

We seldom see a terrible accident but once we're at it, the feeling is totally different.  I've seen dead people on the road before and yesterday was the one that I'll not forget for the whole of my life.  My heart goes out to the family... The flesh and blood is everywhere on the ground, I've noticed something like a brain or the stomach's cord or anything that used to be sitting in our tummy coming out hanging on the road. My tummy suddenly full with butterflies and my eyes became so round to snap an image. My inner voice kept saying don't look at it but my brain has directed my eyes to sharply look at it.  Enough said about that.  My detective side then busy doing some forensic search on how that incident took place. The placement of the body, the mark of the tyres on the road, the suspect, the vehicle etc all became the objects the we should focused when entering the scene. Hahaha..another side of typical Malaysian.. Anyway..hv to alert my brother  to be extra, extra careful on the road.  May Allah protect us all the time...Aminnnn

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Resetting my mind

The older I become, the harder I have to tame my mind.  The test in our life comes in many ways and faces.  Depends on how we take it. During my younger days, I always take it so hard that I would ask Allah why am I always like this, don't You have any other people that You want to gotcha.. how pity I am to ask that kind of question to my Creator...  Nowadays...as the number grows, I'm learning to take every test that come not so hard nor too light.  I want to enjoy every moment while I'm still alive.  Problems may arise all the time, just let your heart out only to Him, tell Him everything, people will not understand but He will.  Have confident in Him, He has all the solutions that you're looking for.  Friends..not matter how good you'd consider them but not as good as Him, not as close as Him to us.  I've learnt not to trust friends too deep as at the end of the day you'll be bloated with worries..worry about the Gossip Girls drama...  But in Him, it's only you and Him.  Take some time in solat for the heart-out session, He's always there for us, He never forget us, hence it's from Him that we come and to Him we will return.  He will for sure has a cure for every pain that we feel.  Keep the faith!

  

Friday, April 12, 2013

Words from the heart...

Mak...
Never in a minute I stop thinking about you
Every night I'm waiting in my sleep if you
could send me some news from Heaven...
Eagerly I want to know how's life at 
your new place...

Mak...
I did pray so hard for you 
asking Him to let you and Ayah
long live happily ever after...
Now... I did pray so hard for you
asking Him to place you in the 
Heaven together with all the
people that He loves...

Mak...
Living here in the world without you
is clueless, full of misery and mystery
but I always keep the faith 
only Him knows what's the best
for each one of us...

Mak...
No matter how hard I cry
My tears will never bring you back
but one thing for sure
I will come to you on a one fine day
I pray so hard that you will wait for 
me and together
we will walk to the eternity...Heaven
In Sha Allah...

Al-Fatihah...




Sunday, April 7, 2013

Weekend headache!

I've got a headache that's been nagging me the whole weekend! Pffttt... A mountain of clothes are waiting to be folded plus another basket of just-washed-shirts awaiting to be hanged! Uuurrrgggghhhhh!! A never ending story.. Love and hate, no compromise! Plus, I miss my dad!