Thursday, August 28, 2014

it's my birthday!

It's been a long time I guess..this space is quite dusty.  Today, I'm trying hard to sweep it, vacuum it and wipe it.  Often we heard life begin at 40.  I'm 39 today..yeah and a very happy birthday to me.  To be honest, it's just another day that will pass by (if there's still tomorrow for me).  I'm praying so much, a lot with all my heart and soul that my life, my prefect life (bet nothing is perfect in this world) will begin at 40.  So I've got one year left to fill in.  May Allah grant all my duas and wishes.  Only He knows what is the best for me.  Thank you Allah for this life and lessons, thank you Mak for everything, thank you Ayah for everything...In Sha Allah we'll meet again in Jannah with all the blessings from Him.

Revealling a secret of me on my birthday..

Thursday, May 8, 2014


Lately I found out that I'm no longer interested in Facebook.  When I loggin every morning, nothing catch my eyes except an interesting and knowledgeable articles that people share with me.  I guess it's because of the gen-X that I'm in.  I'm not the kind of telling-all-your-feeling and reporting-all-your-workout-eatout. Randomly I share my family photos or my kids photos.  I love the way we are now, secretly living our own life.  Hence..why you want the world to know everything that comes ups and downs about your life. Well..different people have different view, I follow my own rules.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Good Values

There's a wake up call and it does drive me crazy! My mind never come across those nasty matters throughout my living years.  Thank you Allah for giving us such a beautiful parents that never insert those nasty values in our mind.  Well said, whatever happen this time we must unite and stand up for the best of Ayah.  May Allah protect Ayah always..aminnn.

Friday, January 10, 2014

New interest

I've found a new interest.  I'm writing to Allah everyday since a couple of months ago.  I know I don't have to write anything to Him.  He will know everything, every second what I've have in my mind. It's just that I want to be reminded as the days goes by what I've asked from Him each day.  Happy Friday!  May all of us be blessed by Him..In Sha Allah..

Friday, November 8, 2013

Congratulation Ayah

Dear Ayah,

I'm truly, sincerely happy for you.

Dear Ayah,

Now that you're married, we are still adapting to it.

Dear Ayah,

Glad to see that big smile on your face.

Dear Ayah,

Wishing you a happy life here and in Jannah

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Happy Birthday to me..

The most person I really want to hug right now is Mak.  Back to 28th August 1975, at this hour, minute and second maybe I'm in Mak's hand, holding me or put me to sleep.  On this date today in the year of 2013, I'm here being myself and still in the middle of a journey that has no end.  Mak is not around anymore, happily living in another world.  Alhamdulillah...Allah let me dream of her last night.  She's happily preparing meals for my small birthday party.  How I wish that is not a dream. I truly miss Mak.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

When the blues cathcing up with you...

It's been a long way to update the blog...I'm in words to write, no memories to share and no moments to be awaited...

Just me and a daily life to run because of Allah.  I'm just His servant, I'll stay as long as He wants and will go back to Him when the time's come.  As the days flow, I've to be prepared to see Him as we never know when is our time to see Him.  My doa to live happily ever after...Amin...