It's Thursday!

It's Thursday and I forgot to wear batik *la sangat*..thought it was Tuesday hehehe..  We went to hospital to visit our colleague that gave birth to a cute baby boy.  Again didn't snap a photo as everyone is so uuu...aaaa...eeeiiiii with the baby.  Me..as usual..so-so emotion because I've gone through that phase and already have three of a little human so for me, all babies are the same.  They are the cutest mini human, they sleep all the time and they open their eyes when is needed plus they make sound when the tummy is empty.  I miss Ammar, hope he's coming this weekend or we can all go swimming at makcik's place plus have to bring some food *muahahaha*...makcik house don't provide food when Eiman Danial's hungry-after-swimming.

1st attempt!

First attempt of blogging while boss is on holiday for the whole week until new year...succeed! We've been away *balik kampung* on the weekend and it was so fun.  I'm cleaning my room, mopping the floor and it feels fresh.  We went to a wedding, my best friend's daughter.  Meeting with old friends like a reunion and it was so touched...  The most important part when balik kampung this time is my trellis.  Finally..I managed to do it.  Can't wait to see them grow.  The beans, the tomatoes and the persimmon *kakak planted it* hopefully it works hahaha...  Forgot to snap a photo as all of us busy with the dirty hands and chasing the cats away from the girls.  I'm surely will miss balik kampung a lot this time hehehe miss my kebun...

Long holiday..yeay!!!

Nope!  It's not me!  It's my boss!  He will be going for a long holiday for the first time ever.  Yeay!!!  Everyone in the office is so excited with the good news.  We'll be working with a smiley face for a week until new year..wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!

I hope I can update my blog every day *or I can watch Astro in boss's room* which is better hahaha...what an epic!

My grown up girl

Imagining how a three years aged girl acted nowadays?  As I recall my long time memories, I have never had those pinkie stuff nor I ask for it from my parents..*sigh* .. Anyway I'm not the kind that fancy those kind of stuff during my childhood golden years hahaha.. I never had a doll, a cooking stuff or the most cliche girl's pet which is teddy bear hehe.. All I have is a toy soldier, guns and story books.  But we do play masak2 by using the natural materials like the coconut shell serve as a cooking pot, a banana leaf serve as a plate but all the moments fill with excitement and lots of fun.  

We can't compare those years and now.  There are things that we have to compromise.  What we can do is just live our life to the fullest and if I could, I want to stop counting the unnecessary numbers *age and anniversary*.  Let's just start counting how many happiness and errr...money that we can create throughout our journey before we saying goodbye to this world.

Kakak's beauty-equipment-cannot-be-touched!!!

Adik with Catty

This scene only happen at kampung when me and daddy is not around *no chance the Catty can sleep like Adik if daddy's there* .  She's unfriend cat but it's hard to  believe this photo, they even share the same dream..I guess hahaha...  but I love it!

To Him we pray

Time is slowly leaving us behind.  It's nearly four months Mak is leaving us.  It happen so fast just like it was yesterday.  The feeling of missing Mak is getting deeper day by day.  Never a second I stop thinking about Mak. I know that sooner or later our parents will leave us behind as death is inevitable.  Death is the natural culmination of every embodied being so each one of us will face death.  I'm not afraid of death but what I'm afraid is will I bring enough good deeds,  everything I do in my lifetime will be counted and even we get the leaking questions when we're still alive, I don't know if I can answer all the questions properly.  I'm praying so hard to Allah so that my family and I, parents and siblings and all my Muslim's brothers and sisters will be treated warmly and full of love from the Merciful Allah s.w.t  in the life after.

Am I fat?

My weight never exceed 54kg during normal condition nowadays.  The highest it can goes is 68kg, it was during my pregnancy. After delivery, the number goes back to 45kg again. The latest me weighs about 52kg which is still below BMI, the perfect would be 55kg as my height is about 154m.  But still I think I'm fat, is it due to some cellidontlike that hang at my thighs *not so much but still it become an eyesore*.  I'm blessed with the high metabolism rate so all the food that I consume quickly become energy *an understandable explaination about metabolism hehe*.  Some people say I'm kurus cikeding but I strongly believe I look fat!!!!!