Happy Birthday to me..

The most person I really want to hug right now is Mak.  Back to 28th August 1975, at this hour, minute and second maybe I'm in Mak's hand, holding me or put me to sleep.  On this date today in the year of 2013, I'm here being myself and still in the middle of a journey that has no end.  Mak is not around anymore, happily living in another world.  Alhamdulillah...Allah let me dream of her last night.  She's happily preparing meals for my small birthday party.  How I wish that is not a dream. I truly miss Mak.

When the blues cathcing up with you...

It's been a long way to update the blog...I'm in bluesss...no words to write, no memories to share and no moments to be awaited...

Just me and a daily life to run because of Allah.  I'm just His servant, I'll stay as long as He wants and will go back to Him when the time's come.  As the days flow, I've to be prepared to see Him as we never know when is our time to see Him.  My doa to live happily ever after...Amin...

Skateboarding!!

Watching those kids moving with skateboard yesterday make me eagerly want to try out this fella.  Back at kampung, eimans and the jasmian always play with it.  They would sit on it and push it down at the front porch.  I've tried it once and thinking about the pain...it's period! hahaha... As the day goes by and having a thought that I must do something that I can be proud of till the day I die, I must do skateboarding! hahahahahahhahaha such a bad joke for a person at my age...(such a negative remark!!!).  One thing for sure..

Awning

I recently thinking about awning and how much I love the look.  Just imagine...having a stripe awning in front of my new room at kampung...mmmmmm...aaaahhhhh....lovely... Giggling how charming and chic it will be, I've done some googling job as usual when my master is not around haha.. I just love it!

New room

I need a new room! I definitely need a new room as I've lost in a silence battle over my own bedroom haha.. Better left unsaid about how I've lost my room back at kampung, am doing some research  of  a new room at the moment.    Some of the pics that I've managed to google around this morning.  Hopefully the project can start very soon...

The coming of Rajab

I welcome Rajab with a doa last Friday.  I pray so hard that I can reach to this year's Ramadan and many more Ramadans..In Sha Allah.. I can still freshly recall Mak's face on that 19th Ramadan last year, big smile, bright face accompanied her final journey.. Al-Fatihah.  I remember she kept asking me what to cook for Hari Raya like she's gonna be there on Hari Raya.  Allah loves her more, He brought her back to Him during Ramadan.. Thank you Allah for lending our Mak, we will always treasure the never ending love from Mak, her lectures, everything about Mak is so priceless..

Nice mail!

Only today I've managed to retrieve the picture from my iPod after I secretly took my iPod from the girls and   let it stay inside my bag for the whole night.  It was so hard to even touch the iPod because the kids nowadays in control of all the gadgets.  The only thing that save with me is my old Nokia handphone.  Enough for me to make a call and sms..sigh!  The kids never take a look at it, nothing interesting maybe..
I really want to show this picture to makcik hehe..  the cute-I-think packaging to our customer.  Even it took a while to reach her but I'm satisfied..she's happy and I hope she's going to like it.  Aaarrrgggghhhhh! I really want to do this full time but but but....so many buts at the moment and I hate it!!!!  Btw..kakak love it and even asked me to wrap her birthday gift just like the picture.  Thank you kakak.. What about you makcik *wink-wink*???