My grown up girl..

Suddenly my tears dropped heavily last night.  I miss Mak a lot and how I really wish I can talk to her like we always do during the old days.  There's no red light to stop crying. Then Kakak came approaching me and with the clueless feeling, she also cried out so loud.  Finally, me and her crying together on the sofa.  I asked her what's the purpose of crying.  She said that she's sad to see me cry and she don't want me to die.  It's all up to Allah, I said but I'm praying so hard everyday to let us live longer and that we can see all the Eimans grown up and bla bla bla..., I briefly told her.  She said she understand but what does  make her really sad is that, everytime when she visit Tokna's (my Mak's callname) new house (my Mak's graveyard) Tokna is not talking to her and she can't hear Tokna's voice anymore.  She said she want to see Tokna every time she visit Tokna's new house. Oh dear..slowly you will understand, In sha Allah..  Late last night, again she reminded me not to cry anymore because she can't take it when I'm sad and sick, she's afraid of losing me and even worst die like Tokna.  Kakak..I love you forever..

Now you're not a baby anymore....

V.V.I.P!!

I really hate it when comes about doing confirmation with the so-called VVIP people!!  If they really want to attend your function, they will definitely take a step to make the RVSP.  The number is clearly stated below that invitation card so just dial my number to book your seat or else you just drive thru hehe... The weather is not so clear here so I'm gonna tell my boss I couldn't get their line because of the heavy rain..haha he's not buying that.  It's nearly 5pm now so I'm not going to do over-time job.  I'll wrap it up for today, so tomorrow they can pull out that empty chairs by 11.30am.  It's easy, right?!

Personal Hygiene!!

I secretly got this kind of habit, when I'm in the office's washroom, I will carefully listen of how many peeps washing their hands when they finish doing their business.  None of them did.  The answer is negative!  What is happening to you, people?! Wake up!  Don't you know that you have to wash your hands after your appointment?  What if after that you continue your work, holding papers, pens ect. or touching the fax machine, photocopy machines or shaking hands?  The germs will travel to the whole office.  I'm so sad when it comes to this matter.  It's a simple remedy that all of us can do.  Maybe I have to stick this kind of message inside the washroom after this.

C.Y.N. 2013

What the h@#$!!!  It's the C.N.Y but the one whose busy doing all the chores for the C.N.Y Open House is us!!  Really hate doing this!!!

Watermelon flower

When I went back kampung last weekend,  it came to my surprised to see that my only left watermelon has grown a flower..meaning that it will become a baby melon sooner.  I'm happy and I pray that my baby melon will have a long life and have a chance to grow.  Last time, a few of my beloved human beings trying to be so nice to my melons and they ended up by giving them a short life...poor my melons..  One has survived and I hope it can make it without me.  I forgot to snap a photo but i found this one that resembles my melon's flower at this time.  

Short Memory Loss

I've completed a planned project when we balik kampung last weekend.  Everything is ready to be brought back to KL and there we go la la la la balik KL after three exciting days at lovely kampung.  Suddenly....I forgot to bring back my project, I realized it when we already reached Alor Setar..uuuuaaaaaaaaa....  After a very tiring and fatigue days...I left behind all the stuffs hahaha what a joke I made to myself.  Sleep deprivation and stress can cause a short memory loss. Can you imagine that I forgot to bring  my handphones to the office for two days??!! What is this??  This is like a 1st degree SML!!!  

Lately I'm not getting enough sleep and I'm awake every hour, sleeping disorder I guess.  I'm so tired during the day and start to yawn at 8.30pm every night.  Is it because the sign of aging...sigh!  I'm not that old nor that young hihihi..ok enough with the increasing numbers! Would like to keep it to only me, myself and I !!

My brand!

Am I too ambitious or we need to move on?  We already re-stock last week and it's a good start for the new following year.  Now it's almost three years we've started Shawlsfab.  The spirit has been ups and downs.  I always wanted to have our own brand stick on every piece of our material.  I've gone through several websites that offer the service of making the brand's name.  To do all the stuff..I need much time.  Right now all of us are doing it part-timely so there's nothing much to look at and think.  I am so busy at home after office hour.  Busy and noisy! That's the perfect word to describe my after-office scenario.  I want to be a fashion buyer but first I have to buy my time and the other two makciks-makciks's time.  Gals!  I really want to do this by 2013.  Please drop on me that one million money!!!!!