Watermelon flower

When I went back kampung last weekend,  it came to my surprised to see that my only left watermelon has grown a flower..meaning that it will become a baby melon sooner.  I'm happy and I pray that my baby melon will have a long life and have a chance to grow.  Last time, a few of my beloved human beings trying to be so nice to my melons and they ended up by giving them a short life...poor my melons..  One has survived and I hope it can make it without me.  I forgot to snap a photo but i found this one that resembles my melon's flower at this time.  

Short Memory Loss

I've completed a planned project when we balik kampung last weekend.  Everything is ready to be brought back to KL and there we go la la la la balik KL after three exciting days at lovely kampung.  Suddenly....I forgot to bring back my project, I realized it when we already reached Alor Setar..uuuuaaaaaaaaa....  After a very tiring and fatigue days...I left behind all the stuffs hahaha what a joke I made to myself.  Sleep deprivation and stress can cause a short memory loss. Can you imagine that I forgot to bring  my handphones to the office for two days??!! What is this??  This is like a 1st degree SML!!!  

Lately I'm not getting enough sleep and I'm awake every hour, sleeping disorder I guess.  I'm so tired during the day and start to yawn at 8.30pm every night.  Is it because the sign of aging...sigh!  I'm not that old nor that young hihihi..ok enough with the increasing numbers! Would like to keep it to only me, myself and I !!

My brand!

Am I too ambitious or we need to move on?  We already re-stock last week and it's a good start for the new following year.  Now it's almost three years we've started Shawlsfab.  The spirit has been ups and downs.  I always wanted to have our own brand stick on every piece of our material.  I've gone through several websites that offer the service of making the brand's name.  To do all the stuff..I need much time.  Right now all of us are doing it part-timely so there's nothing much to look at and think.  I am so busy at home after office hour.  Busy and noisy! That's the perfect word to describe my after-office scenario.  I want to be a fashion buyer but first I have to buy my time and the other two makciks-makciks's time.  Gals!  I really want to do this by 2013.  Please drop on me that one million money!!!!!

Form 5 Umi Kalthom

What a surprised!!!! An old friend of mine uploaded our form 5UK picture. It was taken in 1992.  It was fun during the school's years.  A priceless memories.  I love being at school.  Full of fun, friends and madness.  Hostel's life and no boys as we're in a girl's school.  We were so close to each other,  one of my best friend will cut my nail on every Monday morning.  I really miss those moments.  I remember..we will stay up late every night just to play signal (using the torchlight) with the boy's hostel not far from ours. I hope my old friends will arrange a reunion one day and we shall all meet again..

Another year in far away land

I always consider Putrajaya as a far far away land.  The MEX is seems like never ending route *yawning*... So...another year just came in, now it has been almost two and a half years I'm here.  Travelling five days a week is like hhmmmm *yawning* again...can't find the right words yet..  The truth is I don't like it here.  Every Friday's evening is like a @#$%^&^ feeling!!!  The MRR2 is so compact with cars...help! Lemme out of here!!  

End of 2012

Hard to believe that only a few hours left for this 2012.  Welcoming the 2013....hhmmm..I don't know what to expect.  Just live life as usual, you still can't see flying car albeit another seven years to reach 2020.  Perodua and Proton  have to improve a lot and a lot at designing their automobile.  Still no sign of futuristic design or a masterpiece from them.  Memories with Mak during her final year is so priceless.  So many events took place this year.  Full of colors, bright and dark fill in the spaces.  Whatever the number is, life must be carried on, we have to move on.  No matter what the circumstances is,  I will never stop praying to Allah to grant all my wishes and prayers.  Hoping for the best things and good things will come along the way...In shaa Allah..aminnnnn...

Miss Ayah..

I hope I can balik kampung very often to accompany Ayah.  I know he's lonely, how I wish he can stay here in KL but that's impossible because he doesn't belong here.  His soul and mind always fly back to kampung be it wherever he goes *it apply to me as well hehe*.  I know he miss Mak, no words can describe and so do us but there's nothing we can do about it...  Loneliness is part of our life, we just fake it with our smile.    Ayah..let's get on with our live, we surely miss Mak, we can't bring her back but definitely we will go to her one fine day.  Please be strong for your good self and for us.