Words from the heart...

Mak...
Never in a minute I stop thinking about you
Every night I'm waiting in my sleep if you
could send me some news from Heaven...
Eagerly I want to know how's life at 
your new place...

Mak...
I did pray so hard for you 
asking Him to let you and Ayah
long live happily ever after...
Now... I did pray so hard for you
asking Him to place you in the 
Heaven together with all the
people that He loves...

Mak...
Living here in the world without you
is clueless, full of misery and mystery
but I always keep the faith 
only Him knows what's the best
for each one of us...

Mak...
No matter how hard I cry
My tears will never bring you back
but one thing for sure
I will come to you on a one fine day
I pray so hard that you will wait for 
me and together
we will walk to the eternity...Heaven
In Sha Allah...

Al-Fatihah...

Weekend headache!

I've got a headache that's been nagging me the whole weekend! Pffttt... A mountain of clothes are waiting to be folded plus another basket of just-washed-shirts awaiting to be hanged! Uuurrrgggghhhhh!! A never ending story.. Love and hate, no compromise! Plus, I miss my dad!

Patriotic Trip

We had our first Patriotic Trip to the Tugu Negara on a sunny afternoon last three weeks. It was so fun and memorable trip. The kids love it very much and even asking when we can go there again... Here's the sweet moment that we managed to capture. It's not that easy to put the kids in line haha...

Baby..baby..baby how are you?

Every day I keep thinking about my baby....my baby melon hehe... It's been a month now we didn't see each other.  I wonder if she's still alive or drowning in the rain or thirsty under scorching sun.  Whatever it is, I wish her a long live and manage to get through all the unknown possibilities that can happen to her.  She can't protect herself, poor my baby melon...  Dear baby melon, till we meet again soon and take care.  Please keep quiet when those chicks come near you..they are EVIL!!

I hope you can become this big..

Totally Stranger!!!

Dear Stranger,

I don't know who you are, where you're from, what's your citizenship but please get out of my sight!!!  I don't want to hurt you neither kill you but please..walk away from my nest!!!!!!!  You're not the one that I always see!!! You're scary creepy crawlies!!

Life is a test!

When we have a problems in our daily life, we never know when it will end and how we're going to handle the problems.  Our problems come in a different ways.  Life is not that simple, that is why we need a strong faith inside us.  Keep reaching Allah all the time and ask His favor to lead us through the way.  In Sha Allah..we may find the right path.  I always look back to all my probs and always thinking why it happen to me and why I have to face all the burden things.  Then, by doing some acts of good listening to a pearly words, I realize that Allah knows better, He knows that I can handle it.  There are times that I gladly think that how great Allah created everything, esp. me, a tiny weak human, to overcome a big problems *in my case hehe*.  I'll always pray that Allah will grant all my doa, In Sha Allah..

Plan my work..

I'm fully desired to plan my work whenever I have a plenty of ideas coming in albeit there's a lot of consequences might be in my way during the process of realization all my brilliant ideas.  When it comes to the time of working my plan, there are four small hands willing to help to slow down or better said find some other cheery moment to work my plan.  I really hope that moment will come soon...thank you kids!

The kids, not so long ago..